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Bad Aura

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 21, 2007, 8:49 PM
Today I had a horrible day. I feel like lately everybody has been trying to turn me into the bad guy everytime they do something wrong. They like to post blame on me.It's liek ever since I started taking better care of myself everybody hates me. I only do it to kepp me positive. all the rest just came a long with it. I almost go on the brink of tears. why does wanting to keep healthy have a penalty. I wish I understood, I mean just today I had a friend of mine tell her friend that I bummed her number off of somebody else when I asked and she said yes. off course I gained more friends people try and look up to me now I mean I've motivated so many people at my work to excercise and eat better because I do. It never was out of ignorance. I never forced it upon anybody.

I admit I am a little self-centered. but I'm not vein. I mean I'm no model. I'm average. I just don't want to die when I'm 40. My own roomate is even starting to turn on me. I mean I lover everybody at work and I always think of other people. For example I never like seeing all my friends sad or sick it worries me. so I try to help them think of things they can do to help themselves. and I also always think of how important my family is to me. like for example I do whatever I can to help my mom and sister and dad and my stepfather out because they have done so much for me and my friends, including my roomate. I don't know why all that stuff would make people hate me I always try to do whatever I can to improve my temper and my attitude, aswell as trying not to lie anymore. when I was younger I used to lie so much to protect myself but with time I learned to tell the truth. I admit I am still learning. I don't understand it. anyway I'm sorry for blabbing on like this I felt it was the only way to get it off my chest. thankyou

  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Black Parade (My Chemical Romance)

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 27
  • Current Residence: Washingto, State,
  • Interests: Drawing
  • Favourite movie: The Phantom of The opera
  • Favourite band or musician: U2 and Green Day
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative
  • Favourite artist: William Blake
  • Favourite poet or writer: Shel Silverstein
  • Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
  • Favourite style of art: Photoshop
  • Operating System: MacOS10.3
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Shell of choice: Snail
  • Wallpaper of choice: Wolf's Rain (Tsume)
  • Favourite game: final fantasyX2
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Alucard,Naraku,Andersong, Doc, Maxwell, Koga
  • Personal Quote: "High School Girls Highschool 1, 2,3 HighschoolGirls"
  • Tools of the Trade: photoshop

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~tatuQueen:icontatuQueen: Oct 12, 2007, 11:41:17 AM Mood: Love
lovely gallery!

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if you love me . . . eeh .. then i hate you! :D
no no .. then i'll love you! :D

south park=love
yaoi= mmm.. yaoi |3
~b3ta-luva:iconb3ta-luva: Sep 1, 2006, 7:24:57 PM
nice gallery. especially like the pic of rodney and sam

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you are now playing the "fuck i lose game".
you will play it for the rest of your life.
the object of the game is not to think about the game.
every time you think about it, you lose, and are required to say: "fuck! i lose!
*senoritafish:iconsenoritafish: Dec 17, 2005, 8:55:40 PM
(Heh, :+devwatch:ing just in case of more Cougar in the future. I just saw the end of S-Cry-ed - dammit! Why do they do that?!

:snowflake: Happy Holidays... :snowflake:

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Carmelita: Aw Tick, you called me "Chum," like you do Arthur. That's sweet. *smooch*
Tick: Agh! You dress like Arthur, and you're soft like Arthur, but you are so not Arthur! You curve in all the wrong places!

=>~BioMarina
*senoritafish:iconsenoritafish: Dec 12, 2005, 8:35:34 PM
Not at all - everyone has their likes and dislikes. Just explaining my point of view - I'm not necessarily a canon worshiper. :lol: You're cool.

If I were mad I wouldn't have included smilies. ;)

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Carmelita: Aw Tick, you called me "Chum," like you do Arthur. That's sweet. *smooch*
Tick: Agh! You dress like Arthur, and you're soft like Arthur, but you are so not Arthur! You curve in all the wrong places!

=>~BioMarina
~AmonAngel:iconAmonAngel: Dec 12, 2005, 7:09:27 PM
okay I see. hey I hope you didn't think I was dissing
your backround you sounded kinda a mad . I was only expressing and opinion. I hope you didn't think I was dissing?

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"She hates the barn, The Horses keep her up at night".
(Aidan, The Ring)
*senoritafish:iconsenoritafish: Dec 11, 2005, 1:55:16 PM
Thanks so much for the :+fav: on Little White Shark! I tend to draw fish, because I can't draw people. ;)

I have a marine life community too, ~BioMarina, it you'd like to see more from other people. :nod:

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Carmelita: Aw Tick, you called me "Chum," like you do Arthur. That's sweet. *smooch*
Tick: Agh! You dress like Arthur, and you're soft like Arthur, but you are so not Arthur! You curve in all the wrong places!

=>~BioMarina
~QueenLeaShanneen:iconQueenLeaShanneen: Nov 19, 2005, 10:11:44 PM
Thanks for the fav! :hug:

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Murakata-"These noodles dance around in my mouth like your tongue on a winter's day!"
Deborah-"Oh stop!"
Murakata-"Now it is your turn to suck a mouthful of hot love to your stomach!"
~AmonAngel:iconAmonAngel: Nov 13, 2005, 5:56:02 PM
yeah sure

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"She hates the barn, The Horses keep her up at night".
(Aidan, The Ring)
~Nasdreks:iconNasdreks: Nov 13, 2005, 4:48:50 PM
because you asked so darn nicely, sure I will. Would you rather I did it in my manga style or Takahasi-sama's?

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"I think everyone can say that tying Andi up and throwing her in the trunk has worked out for the best,"--Sock, Reaper
~AmonAngel:iconAmonAngel: Nov 13, 2005, 3:55:45 PM
Could I pretty please ask a favor.
I love inuyasha. could you do a couple one of Sango and Naraku. Man I'd treasure that so much.
they're one of my fav couples to do in fanart. I know it's an odd coupling but. pretty please pretty please. :glomp:

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"She hates the barn, The Horses keep her up at night".
(Aidan, The Ring)
~Bluecorgi23:iconBluecorgi23: Nov 6, 2005, 1:45:20 PM
Thank you for the inspiring commetn and the fave! lol =D

Your gallery is really awesome too! :nod: =)

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:boogie: Everyone has issues except me - I have a damn subscription.
~Nasdreks:iconNasdreks: Oct 17, 2005, 2:02:50 PM
Keep up the good work!

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"I think everyone can say that tying Andi up and throwing her in the trunk has worked out for the best,"--Sock, Reaper
~Prowler2885:iconProwler2885: Oct 16, 2005, 7:38:49 PM
A bit of a fan of S-cry-ED, Kiryou and Cougar, huh? Good work BTW. I guess you make him finally fulfill his dream of being with Ms. (or shall I say Mrs.) Minori... ;)


Mimori: That's Mi-mor-i!!

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I'm a procrastinator. I'll explain later...
~Teliah:iconTeliah: Oct 16, 2005, 7:27:43 PM
Thanks for the fav! :glomp:

I nice gallery btw! I love Scryed! :giggle:

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Just because I have a big heart doesn't mean I can't kick your butt.
*Flamongirl13:iconFlamongirl13: Sep 26, 2005, 8:50:46 PM
OH I almost forgot! Thanks for the fave! Your art is great btw!

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BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! FLAMON CAN TRAVEL THROUGH TIME AND PROBABLY SOMEONE'S UNDERPANTS!!!! *laughs and wears flamon boxers on her head*
~AmonAngel:iconAmonAngel: Sep 21, 2005, 5:55:24 PM
I don't understand can't stand love pictures
it's not like he's doing anything he's just laying on top of her saying how much he loves memori

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"She hates the barn, The Horses keep her up at night".
(Aidan, The Ring)
~AmonAngel:iconAmonAngel: Sep 20, 2005, 2:40:47 PM
of course not I love D.A

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"She hates the barn, The Horses keep her up at night".
(Aidan, The Ring)
~suzano-alter-user:iconsuzano-alter-user: Sep 19, 2005, 12:59:36 PM
:phew: I just read the one comment, and my reaction was " WTF, NOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Don't leave!"
But I'm glad that your not leaving. ;p

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When you fall in love you make promises.
~AmonAngel:iconAmonAngel: Sep 15, 2005, 2:55:49 PM
I'm not my photshop was tired
it's fine now.. I ain't going anywhere.
besides I was in a very agitated mood because I was goin
through Pms.. no need to worry.
I'm so sorry

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"She hates the barn, The Horses keep her up at night".
(Aidan, The Ring)
~Kat-The-Stampede:iconKat-The-Stampede: Sep 15, 2005, 12:07:58 PM
What!? :eyepopping: No! You can't leave! I'll cry!

:crying:

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"Hey what’s up Homie G!? Everyone’s saying it in the city these days. So what do you think? Are you down? Is it dope? Or is it just plain whack?"

--Straight Cougar (Scryed)
~AmonAngel:iconAmonAngel: Sep 15, 2005, 12:32:46 AM
*cries* Welp might have to leave deviantart.
my photoshop is broken so I can't submit anymore
I'm sorry.
bye everybody

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"She hates the barn, The Horses keep her up at night".
(Aidan, The Ring)
~ShimmeringPhoenix:iconShimmeringPhoenix: Sep 13, 2005, 5:08:17 PM
Thanks for the fav! I love your CougarXMimori artwork!
CougarXMimori Forever!

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There is a fine line between genius and insanity....... Guess what!? I just erased it!
I'm not weird, your just normal.
I'm Onslaught in the Transformers-Crew!
~AmonAngel:iconAmonAngel: Sep 12, 2005, 10:26:54 PM
sure I'd love the link

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"She hates the barn, The Horses keep her up at night".
(Aidan, The Ring)
~AmonAngel:iconAmonAngel: Sep 12, 2005, 6:53:32 PM
cool

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"She hates the barn, The Horses keep her up at night".
(Aidan, The Ring)
~Kat-The-Stampede:iconKat-The-Stampede: Sep 12, 2005, 6:48:29 PM
Yup, I got a shrine for Cougar and Mimori, Amon ^__^ But I moved it. I'll send it to you if you want.

btw, thanks for the favs and I LOVE your Cougar x Mimori pieces (not to mention, your gallery in general!)!

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"Hey what’s up Homie G!? Everyone’s saying it in the city these days. So what do you think? Are you down? Is it dope? Or is it just plain whack?"

--Straight Cougar (Scryed)